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Sunday, March 12, 2006

you spend all your time preaching about waiting for love.
well here it is right in front of you and you're gonna turn your back on it.
so i guess we're just fucked.
i'll move on, but you, are gonna have to spend the rest of your life
knowing that you've turned your back on love <3

what's meant to happen will happen.
just as long as you believe <3

you know it's meant to be when
even at the times you just can't stand him,
he's still the only person on your mind. <3

admit it.
you know we can be great together.
you know our love can be stronger than anything else.
you know that we can be great together, and were meant to be.
so why, i ask you, why do you ignore all of our chances to be together <3

damn baby
you frustrate me
i know your mine
all mine, all mine
but you look so good
it hurts sometimes

there are two types of mints you never turn down in life -
breath mints and compliments.
either way, someone is trying to tell you something <3 ;)

if a guy really likes you,
he'll listen to what you have to say
and not what he hears from other people <3

well if your wondering about my heart, its still yours.
i should have listened to it a little more,
then it wouldn't have taken me so long to know where i belong <3

and i'm the kinda girl who keeps making mistakes
and is constantly getting them shoved in my face <|3

your eyes capture me in a instance
and leave me hypnotized.
and i get lost everytime <3

you grab my attention when you walk into the room.
it could be past midnight and i'm still thinking of you.
i can't control the feelings you got me going through.
i wanna be yours, but that's up to you <3

I love how our personalities match
How we were friends first
How we can talk for hours about everything
How we can sit in silence comfortably
How we can be ourselves 100%
How we don't need to be together every second
But I also love
That when we get the chance
There is no attraction stronger than
That invisible force
That pulls your lips to mine
& neither of us can resist
& when I say
"I don't care"
You whisper
"Yes you do"

nothing lasts forever.
so love what you have while you still have it.
don't take anything for granted
because you never know when something will come to an end <3

we weren't sisters by birth,
but we knew from the start,
fate brought us together to be sisters by heart <3

there's always that time in everyone's life
where they just don't know what to do anymore <|3

He makes me smile without trying;
If i said i felt nothing for him...
i`d be lyinggg<3

I`m in love, not elementary school love,
not middle school love,
i`m so in love that the words--
"i love you" arent even enough

i love his cute little comments.. the way he
makes me laugh.. the way he's always there,
and the way he knows how to get my heart..
& it makes me wonder, why is he so perfect?

When you enter high school,
its not about who has the best grades
or who brought in the coolest supplies...
When you enter high school,
it`s about having the most exspensive clothes
& who can start the best drama

YOU'RE NOTHiNG BUT A LiE;
ANOTHER iMMATURE GUY,
WHO'S HiGH OFF HIMSELF.
&& iN LOVE WiTH A GiRL;
WHO ONLY CARES ABOUT HER
iMAGE iN THE MiRROR.

TRUST ME when i say "i love you"
it`s the one thing i will always mean

we kinda have this friendship where i
can call her a bitch && she can call me
a slut but we're still ---> [best friends]

Did you know I need you?
Like an ocean needs waves,
& how a sky needs stars

Your boyfriend loves you for your fake look,
& cheap way of acting cool..
While my boyfriend loves me for me,
Even when I act like a fool.

the day I met youu my life changed

the way youu make me feel is hard to explain

youu make me smile in a special kinda way

youu make me fall deeper for youu everyday

& when I look into ur eyes I know it`s true

theres no1 else in the world for me besides youu. ___<3

Ever since that day.. there hasn't been
one second.. that i wasnt thinking about you

kiss me, hard

party like a p i m p
&& { love } like a ladyy

it`s so cute to see someone in a relationship;
holding hands ; flirting ; just being in love.
&& even though it might be something that you
don`t have, it`s something that one day, you
will find.

I want someone to lay with me under the stars
and not want me to go further
than a kiss && I love you
..&& when the sun goes d o w n

i know those other girls wanna be me when they see us together, and how in love we are

there`s something about you that makes me love you. ever
since the day i met you there was something about you that made
me go absolutly crazy for you<3

Â»-(Â¯`vÂ´Â¯)-Â»
how can i make this any simpler
[ `'.i `'. l 0 v e `'. y 0 u `'.]
..and that`s all that matters
Â»-(Â¯`vÂ´Â¯)-Â»

i do swear that i'll always be there.
I would give anything and everything.
I'll always care. Through weakness &
strength, happiness & sorrow, for better
or for worse, I'll love you with every
beat of my heart <3

i just want that one boy who will
make everything seem right. when
he asks, "whats wrong" & i say long
story hell say "baby i got all night"

when i tell you i love you
i dont say it out of habit
or to start a conversation
i say it to remind you that
you are the best thing that
(( e v e r )) happened to me

this could be the one last chance, to make you understand, and i just can't let you leave me once again <3

every now & then can you just do me a little favor and remind me if how much you care. little things like that, mean the world to a girl

and it just happened. no discussion needed. we just both knew that very moment we wanted to be together

i want to see the same smile that you had when we were in love

being deeply loved by someone gives you strength. loving someone deeply gives you courage

the only thing harder then walking away is not looking back

do you realize what you are to me? what you are always going to be? you are the love of my life. everyone else will always be second best - there will never be another you

i'm not crazy. i'm not obsessed. i'm not even a hopeless romantic. i'm just a girl who knows she can't let the love of her life slip away

If theres a chance take it.
If it changes your life let it.
No expectations - No regrets

she's the kind of girl who you forget about
as soon as you meet. she is the b-side
to your hit-single ;; the crust on the bread.
every face you've ever forgotten.
she is the verse to that song on the radio
the one you have to hum along with
because you cant remember the words.
yeah, she's that forgettable.
but broken hearts & backstabbing drama
couldnt touch this girl.
she's so far beyond that.

A teenager is a person who can't remember to walk the dog, but never forgets a phone number ;
a weight watcher who goes on a diet by giving up candy bars before breakfast ;
a youngster who receives her allowance on Monday, spends it on Tuesday, & borrows it from her best friend on Wednesday ;
someone who can hear her favorite singer three blocks away, but not her mother calling from the next room ;
a whiz who can operate the latest computer without a lesson, but can't make a bed ;
a student who spends twelve minutes studying history & twelve hours studying for her driver's license ;
an enthusiast who has the energy to bike four miles, but is usually too tired to dry the dishes;
a young woman who loves the cat & tolerates the brother ;
a romantic who never falls in love more than once a week ;
a budding beauty who never smiles until her braces come off ;
a boy who can sleep till noon on any Saturday he suspects the lawn needs mowing ;
& an original thinker who is positive that her mother was never a teenager.

please don't go away. no one's ever stuck around with me for so long before, and if you leave.. i just.. i remember things better with you. it's there, i know it is, because when i look at you, i can feel it. i look at you and i'm home.. please, i don't want that to go away. i don't want to forget."

i wanna get to the point where no matter what happens. no matter how long we go without being together. no matter how many fights we get in - that all we need is a kiss & suddenly we remember why we love each other so much

I want to be remembered as the girl
who always smiles even when her heart is broken
and the one that could brighten up your day
even if she couldnt brighten up her own

i remember the first time that i really looked
you in your eyes. i was thinking to myself there will
never be anybody else

remember the boys, remember their junk,
remember the nites we all got drunk
stayin out late, those parties were great
we've had some much fun over the years
there's so many stories i hope no one hears
after everything that we've been thru
i just want you girls to know i love you

I faintly remember breathing
on your bedroom floor
where I laid and told you
but you swore you loved me more

thats all for now..

xoxo

KiersT<33

comments guys<33

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

OKAY!!!..well 1st of all..YEAAA!!..me and ryan are back together..hahah..yea so he came back to me and im very happy about it<3..ive been kinda secretly waiting lol not alot of people knew i was still talking to him..but yea just thought id tell you guys<3..hehe.

soo im gonna try and make this a long one but i dont know if im gonna have time!..if not ill finish tomorrow or something!!..

If I was drop dead gorgeous, perfect
&& all and if I had a chose to choose
any guy in the world i'd still pick you

when you smile,
i melt inside.

Love is when you are kept awake at night
with thoughts of him && when sleep finds
you, he's waiting there in your dreams

maybe youre just scared
because for once someone
actually wants to be with you.

everytime our eyes meet
this feeling inside me is
almost more than i can take.

if i told you i loved you,
what would you say?

sometimes you kiss someone
& you know right then & there
that's who you want to kiss
for the rest of your life.

nobody is perfect...
until you fall in love with them

there's something about you that makes me look again

i know your worth the wait
and& i cant explain this feeling but
i would turn away the world ..
just to have you here with me tonight

I can remember sitting there...
Just watching you, watch me

and we're the girls who will burst out laughing in dead silence
because of something that happened the day before <3

all i want is someone who will cuddle with me on the couch.
holding me in his arms never letting me go <3

now who'd of ever thought that we'd both be here tonight.
and the world looks so much brighter with you by my side.
i know that something has changed.
never felt this way - i know it's for real <3

you will never know how many times i've laid in my bed
all night just thinking about how much you mean to me
&& how much i love you <3

it's amazing how quickly a broken heart can mend
when it stumbles across the perfect person <3

i believe that two people are connected at the heart
& it doesn't matter what you do, or who you are, or where you live.
there are no boundaries or barriers
if two people are destined to be together <3

here we go again. i know these signs.
i can tell i'm falling for you again. and i tried so hard not to this time.
you broke my heart once, wasn't that enough to keep me away from you?
i guess not.
and i thought at the time that i could never love you again but i was so wrong. <|3

i always told you that i'd do anything for you.
now its my tiime to prove it <3

you know you had a great time
when you can't tell your mom what you did <3

for him i would smile whenever he's happy.
kiss him when he's sad.
pretend to be the perfect girl.
calm him down when he's mad.
hold his hand to make him strong.
and say that he's right even if he's wrong <3

talking to you makes me feel like for once in my life,
i don't have to try to be happy.
it just happens <3

in my eyes you are the only one for me.
me and you are meant to be.
you are in my heart and in my dreams.
my love - my life - my everything <3

there's nothing that compares to the stomachache
you get from laughing too hard with your best friends <3

bring me to my knees and tell me there is no other
girl in the world quite like me <3

girls just want someone to want them back

sometimes you need a second chance
because time wasn't ready for the first one

i don't think people are meant to be by themselves.
that's why if you actually find someone you care about,
it's important to let go of the little things even if you can't let go all the way.
cause nothing feels worse than being alone
no matter how many people are around <3

to love someone is nothing,
to be loved by someone is something.
but to love and be loved by someone is everything <3

thats it for now i still got homework to do!

xoxo

KiersT<33 ill finish 2morrow!

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Sunday, February 26, 2006

Never explain youself; your real friends
don`t need you to & your enimies won`t
believe you

Because you're beautiful, but you can't see it,
because your smart & you don't know it,
your the kind of girl that guys don't get over
& the girl that all of the others get compared to

sometimes in life you have to learn
not to depend on anyone && always
remember that you're your own best
friend, and your own worst enemy

things will get worse before they get better
but when they do, remember who put you
down & who helped you up

so its like; i want to tell you
but i don`t want you to know

When someone loves you they say your name different,
you just know that your name is safe in their mouth.

Don`t change anything about yourself
for a guy, because the one thing you
changed may have been the one thing
he loved about you.

You know he loves you when he makes you laugh
then he smiles just because your laughing <3

she stayed up all night crying & ripping out all the pages in her notebook filled with his name. only to hear the next day that he had changed his mind ; but suddenly he wasnt worth it anymore.

..& she spent half the night
staying up & analyzing every
word he said to her ;; trying to
figure out if he had fallen for her
as hard as she had fallen for him..

he makes me feel in ways I never felt before & thatâ€™s everything

the saddest thing in the world
is to look into someone eyes
and& realizes they will never love you

sometimes your afraid to become a couple because you are afraid of losing
what you already have with that person.
but life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have
or could have had, no one waits forever <3

let's start over. let's forget our problems.
let's put our past behind us and never bring it up again.
like they say, we can't live or love in the past.
let's throw all our problems away.
i'll give you my trust if you give me yours.
let's fall in love the right way <3

we never speak to eachother
but when i look into his eyes
i feel like i know everything about him

to me he's always the first person i see in a crowd of people
i just wish he would see me too.

they say everything falls together
when you least expect it and when you need it the most.

sometimes people aren't afraid to say "I love you"
they're just afraid of the response.

shes not like the other girls
when she looks in the mirror, she
doesnt see an ugly & fat girl whos
a failure at life. she sees a girl
who hasnt done much yet & isnt
very pretty -- but whos going to
change the world someday

She thought he didn't see her.
He thought she never saw him.
They were both wrong.

I can't let go of this feeling I have for him. I try to let go, everyday actually. But then I see him from across the room laughing with his friends, and that smile of his hooks me and reels me in even more. He's my everything

it takes a strong heart to love, but it
takes an even stronger heart to love
after it's been shattered <3

everytime i think about him i can't make up my mind
and it's hard to explain just the way i feel about him
and i don't care what my friends say
i just can't let him go <3

i love the way you pick me up and spin me round & round.
i love the way you hold my hand no matter who's there.
i love the way you say my full name when your mad.
i love the way that you tilt my chin just enough to kiss me.
i love the way your arms fit perfectly around my waist.
i love the way you say i love you like no one else does.
i love the way you let me sleep on your shoulder when i'm tired.
i love the way you twist my hair & play with it too,
but most improtantly i love the way you love me too <3

someday you're going to meet someone who drives you mad.
who you're going to fight with and laugh with and
do insane things for.
someone who turns your life upside down

Him: What's wrong?
Her: Nothing.
Him: Why won't you tell me?
Her: Why should I tell you?
Him: You used to tell me everything,
and i told you everything. What happened to us?
Her: ...You stopped caring

the boy: so who do you like?
his girl: oh some guy that doesnt like me
the boy: well then he is missing out.
his girl: so who do you like
the boy: some girl who likes some guy who's totally missing out.

boy: I don't know why you wear a bra, you have nothing to put in it.
girl: well in that case, I don't know why you wear underwear.

Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game, parents flipped out on me for no reason, and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games, you know ill take care of you when your sick, what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....
her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead
her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to
and the first picture they took together
he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture
it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead

all my life, i have felt like there was
some part of me missing & i felt that
everyone could tell..like there was
some hole in me..& everyone could
see through it, like i wasn't finished
or something

i miss the days you held me &
the days i heard your voice...
i miss the days you were here
us falling apart wasn't my choice.
i miss the days you kissed me &
the feelings we use to show
but most of all i miss the guy
i used to know. . .

I've been broken before. I can deal. I'm not scared of moving on with my life. I'm scared that Ill realize somewhere along the road, you were my life

maybe ;;
your just scared.
cause you know
that someone actually
wants to be with you.

She's just a little scared to get
close to anyone because everyone
that said "I'll always be there.." left.

&&i was scared to death
that first time i kissed you

love is such a complicated emotion - - its like youre scared to be with someone simply because you know you cant live without them

i`m not afraid of heights , i`m afraid of
falling . i`m not scared of the dark, i`m
afraid of what`s in it. i`m not afraid to
love i`m afraid of not beiNg loved back.

And he'll never know
that she stayed up all night
waiting for his call, while
he was at a party with
other girls

it's been months since we last saw each other
But i can still feel your lips on mine
I can still feel your arms around me
I can't wait to see you again.
cus when i'm with you, I'm as happy as can be

It's the waiting that's hard. & not knowing
whether you're waiting for anything at all

and, in the end.
i hope you're worth it.

Me && him never had it easy
but it has always been worth it.

im done for now got homework and im wayy tired!!

xoxo

KiersT<33

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Friday, February 10, 2006

please don't get me wrong. because i'll never let this go.
but i can't find the words to tell you. i don't want to be alone

things aren`t the way they were before

youu wouldn`t even recognize me anymore

not like youu knew me back then, but it all makes

sense to me in the end.

say what you said so i can hear

it again. because ' i dont love

you anymore' never sounded

SOO GOOD

You know that feeling you get when you start to
realize you're alone? When you just wake up one
day and snap out of some trance you've been in.
It's like that rude awakening from the cold air. Well,
it hit me today. Walking in the hallway with couples
at lockers, ahead of me, behind me, all around me.
Until all I see is a world paired off leaving
me the odd one out.

today was one of those days. the kinda days when
here you're with your friends.
&& that special someone's there.
and you're just living in the moment. you're cracking up,
just having fun, and you just feel so beautiful.
that's when you look up and see him standing right there.
and then it all makes sense. and you just
don't wanna let go of that moment forever

and, in the end.
i hope you're worth it.

Me && him never had it easy
but it has always been worth it.

I wish we didnt have to wait
This long to be together - -
But I know it`ll be worth it

yeah they talk about her ;; 'she just smiles
like shes touqh ` she says hey, can
you talk a little louder' i dont think my heart
is broken enough

for what it's worth,
i've always admired you.
i always thought that we could make it through.
now look what time can do,
it took our masterpiece we built and broke it in two.
i always believed in you.
i always loved you.

little boy: "do you want to give me your heart?"
little girl: "well do you love me?"
little boy: " of course i love you "
little girl:"well how much do you love me? is it
an m&m's worth of love, and if it is then what
color m&m, i dont want to waste my heart on a
boy that only loves me as much as one of those
yucky yellow m&m's he hasta love me at least
a red or blue..green maybe brown at the least"
little boy: " i love you a thousand red m&m's

i may not be with him, but he's still my world. he's still the one thing worth holding onto. the true test of love is no matter how long you two go without talking, he will always find a way back into your heart . no matter how hard you try to forget him, you can't. it's the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all the same. it's those times
when a song comes on & immediately you cry missing him, wanting him, needing him . Just wishing he thinks about you, and he has never forgot the memories you t.w.o have, means everything . Just the small thought of maybe, just maybe there might be an "us" give you the strength to hold on that much longer. you never realize how much you love something until you lose it , and you're one of the lucky ones if you get it back.

after a while, you can believe in almost anything, so i'm making myself
believe in you. believe that if this is a mistake, it's going to be worth it

they say you can't turn a bad girl good
but once a good girl has gone bad
she's gone forever ;)

thats the trick. you can't care too much.
it's good to have guys like you, but always keep them at a distance.
never give them a chance to hurt you.
kiss them, flirt with them, keep them on a string.
but never, ever, fall for one. <3

i cried because you wanted her over me.
but then i laughed because she's ugly ;)

so kiss me under the street light,
tell me that you'll love me forever
& please promise that you'll be the only boy
who doesn't turn out just like the rest <3

i look around my room & everything i see reminds me of you.
oh please, baby won't you take my hand.
we've got nothing left to prove.

sometimes there really is nothing you can do but wait.
and the worst part about starting to care is that you're at risk of getting hurt.
and getting hurt sucks

missing someone gets easier everyday.
even though it's one day further from the last day you saw each other,
it's one day closer to the next time you will

when i first saw you, i saw love
and the first time you touched me, i felt love
and after all this time, you're still the one i love

&& she's that crooked little heart
that you drew in the corner of your
paper in second grade,
the one that got scribbled out
because it wasn't quite right

A friend wonders about your romantic history
but a best friend can blackmail you with it

Here's a black top road with a
faded yellow center line. It can
take you back to the place but
it can't take you back in time.

you never really know what you've got
u n t i l i t ' s g o n e

you cant start over .. theres no such thing; theres only history ; and right now your making tomorrow history so go out & do some thing that will be fun to remember.

if only youu knew
the things i'd do for youu

then u'd understand

i'd do anything

as we waLk in different directions i tuRn to looK at u one last time, a smiLe appeaRs on my face .. no teaRs ;no huRtfuL pain -but a reaLization &understanding ,u gave me a wonderfuL experience .. & as i smiLe i tuRn back arounD &start walkin alonE

It's never easy to understand why {memories} hold our hand, but [people] let go

Everybody hates hearing me talk about you All my friends call me stupid for wanting to be with you They all tell me I can do a hundred times better than you But nobody understands how much I love you

I don't forgive people because
Iâ€™m weak, I forgive them because
Iâ€™m strong enough to understand
that people make mistakes.

I miss you.
You may never understand how much i miss you sometimes
but just remember that you are everything to me.
i know we aren't even together
but if you would ever walk away
i don't know how i would handle myself.
Everyday i look forward to when you are coming home
& when i get to see you. That is what keeps me going..
knowing that i am going to see you again

You Dont Understand && You Never Will
So Dont`Say " i Know How You Feel "

Some people may never understand what i
see in you .. & thats perfectly fine with me

everybody keeps telling me to just get over you && to move on. "he's not worth it". they obviously don't understand just how hard i've been trying

sometimes all a person really needs
is a hand to hold & a heart to understand

Anyone can give up ;;
it's the easiest thing in the world to do.
But to hold it together when everyone else
would understand if you fell apart,
that's true strength.

When I tell you that I love you, darling you should understand that It means I'm always gonna be there I'll never leave you I ain't goin' nowhere. When I tell you I love you, baby Cross my heart I'll be there

i miss youu when something really good happens because youu`re the one i want to share it with i miss youu when something is troubling me because youu are the only person who can understand me i miss youu when i laugh and cry because i know that youu can make me laugh and youu can stop my tears too. i miss youu all the time, but i miss youu the most when i lay awake at night, thinking of all the times we had together. those were some of the best moments of my life

and her friends dont understand her.
she's a question without answers

Being together is more than just making out...
It's about understanding the other person...
Being there for them...
Talking for hours...
Making eachother's dreams come true...
Being in love....
& not needing anything to keep it worth while...

i know you're used to lovers that treat
you like your mother.. so i know it's hard to
understand when i say i'm your girl, but i'm like
your boy. no matter if its sweet talk or street
talk, i'll be right here by your side & soon you'll
come to see how it is to be down with a chick like me

she needs someone to call her angel
someone to put the light back in her eyes
she*s looking through the faces
the unfamiliar places
she needs someone to hear her when she crys
she just needs a little help
to wash away the pain she*s felt
she needs to feel the healing hands
of someone who understands

I'm going to love you longer than you'll ever know of, im gonna [[kiss you deeper]] than you could ever dream about, im going to ((understand you)) more than anyone ever has, im going to hold you tighter than you could ever imagine, im going to care more than you thought i could, and im going to be the best lover you've ever even prayed for

I keep trying to convince myself that i hate you, and that you're the most annoying person on earth, but theres this little nagging voice in the back of my head that keeps saying.. "You're Lying"

shes scared. scared to lose him.
shes scared she'll do something
wrong to make him want to leave.
shes scared that he'll find someone
else so much better then her. shes
scared because she finally realized
how much he means to her

i guess things happen for a reason..tears eventually
fade & one day everything will be exactly how it is
supposed to be..moving on is a process. you have
to promise yourself you`re really ready to let go..

And when you're holding her
Know it's killing me
Let our memories be the reason you can't sleep
And everytime you hold her tight
I pray to God it's not the same

I can see it now. Five minutes pass. Ten minutes now.
He still hasn`t called. I know it`ll ruin my night, and
possibly even my tomorrow. It`s this vicious cycle I go
through every day. I`ll stare at my phone; just stare at
it, hoping that it`ll ring. Hoping that something good will
happen. But we both know I`m wrong. Nothing good
can happen.. at least not now.. <\3

Do you know her favorite colors are pink
& black? Do you know she can`t sleep without
at least two pillows & when someone
mentions you her eyes sparkle. She doesn`t like
to say I love you if she thinks she may not mean
it. Did you know she hates arguing, but she`s
good at it. She loves the way you look at her,
but hates to go a day without talking to you.
She only giggles if you look at her, but she loves
the fact that you do. The only thing that bothers
her is when people walk into her life & she knows
they can`t stay. You are her only love. Break her
heart & it will take a while for her to get over you *

people ask me why it`s so hard to trust people,
& i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise *

It`s not that you`re losing your friends;

Your finally figuring out who your
real friends are

I heard that you aren't mad at me, we just don't talk. Everyone says we've just gone our seperate ways. All I can say to that is, I hope our seperate ways intersect again one day

&& Thereâ€™s those occasional nights when you
break down & cry because you know
things will never be the same

I bet you never imagined,
that one day, you'd look around,
& I just wouldn't be there.

the only people you need in your life
are the ones who need you in theirs

even if we never talk again _ please remember
that i am forever changed by who you are &
what you meant to me

i want to be with him forever...
but forever isn't long enough

CrAzY days, screwed up nights, tons of crushes and stupid fights, secrets we'll always keep, pictures we'll forever save, through thick and thin, always TRUE, i dunno where i'd be without you

When girls are quiet, millions of things are running through their minds.
When girls are not arguing, they are thinking deeply.
When girls look sparingly at you, they are wondering how long you?ll be around.
When girls answer 'I?m Fine' after a few seconds they are not at all fine.
When girls stare at you, they are wondering whether you are lying or not.
When girls lay their head on your chest, they are wishing for you to be theirs forever.
When girls call you everyday, they want your attention
When girls say 'I love you', they mean it
And when girls say they miss you.. No one in the world, could miss you more

If you want me, I'll be around forever.

When our eyes meet, it's like theres no one around us
we're in our own little world.

It's those little moments when he just glances at you that make you fall in love

bottom line is, it's always better when we're together.

You can always tell when people are best friends because they're always having way more fun than it makes sense to be having

When you love someone, you don't get over it, you get used to it

time goes on
life goes on
& all I can think of is why you're gone

that night, the night when i finally said 'enough is enough,' was biting cold as i slipped out of the party, struggling to hold back my tears & making it only as far as the car, where i spent what seemed like ages fumbling with my keys until i finally felt the lock give & rushed, shivering, into the driver's seat. it took a minute for me to move; i sat there instead with my hands on top of the wheel & my forehead pressed against it, taking in deep breaths of the cool air that was slowly becoming tolerable. sitting up, i wiped my eyes, though it was as useless as a shoveling snow while the blizzard is still happening, & began to drive. i had no where to go, but somehow it seemed like the only option. the lights of the city all blurred into one & i could barely make out the reds, greens, & yellows of the traffic signals as i drove along. my head was no longer doing the driving, though; instead, it was my heart, & i somehow found myself at the football field. you know the one. you remember the night. & as i sat there, i saw it all play out, & through my tears, i smiled. the next place i passed was the sidewalk in front of my grandma's apartment, the one where we stood kissing in the rain. i closed my eyes, & the wetness on my face was still there, almost as if it were happening again. next were the flower shop, the gas station, the car wash..i also passed the beauty salon, & saw the sign that read: mt. pleasant: 60 miles. i passed meyer's courtyard & i saw the very place we had parked that night. it couldn't possibly have been almost two years ago, could it? cus i could still feel the way i had felt that night, the way my cheeks had ached from smiling so hard. the bowling alley, the movie theater..every place has it's own story, it's own unforgettable memory of 'us.' remember when it was 'us,' not 'you' & 'me?' i kept driving, letting occasional sobs escape my mouth as the rain from my eyes steadily fell, & i went to the place i knew would hurt the most. i drove past 'your road,' past my old house where we drove through the fog & you gave me a kiss on the cheek while i drove cus you 'couldn't help it,' & finally i saw it. the rest stop. our rest stop. two years it had been ours. i parked the car this time, walked out to the table where we had layed together, & laid down in the freezing cold, listening to the rush of the river. the cold wind burned my face, but when i closed my eyes, i could almost swear it was your warm breath brushing against my face again..i could almost feel your skin against mine, here you whisper those three little words. & i swear, at that moment, the tears were gone. i sat up & looked around. the grass, the grass we had made memories on, was no longer beautiful; it was ugly & brown & had lost the magic it once possessed. i almost laughed at the irony of it all. instead, i sighed, slowly got up & walked to the car. with one last look, i got inside, started the ignition & wiped my eyes completely dry. '& this,' i thought to myself, 'this is letting go.'

Absolutely no one knows everything about me
I just leave little pieces of myself around
Maybe when I'm gone they'll all put together the puzzle
and realize the shit I've been through

I wanna know,why can't you tell me?we broke up and yet you never told me. What we had, why did we lose it? we had the best times, it was the greatest. you held my hand, can't you remember? you got me blushing, got me smiling. Now you are gone, left me standing alone. Please take my hand, hold it tight like before cuz you'll always be in my heart. Doesn't matter what they say or where you are.

You know when you have a piece of tape stuck
on you? Well, when you were mine, it was kind
of like that. Like you're afraid to pull the tape off
because you know that it's gonna hurt. well,
you're gone now.. and yeah, it kinda hurts.

Yeah, you might be happy

with her, but one day you'll

remember me and realize I'm
gone forever

well guys thats all for now<33

COMMENTS PLEASE<3

XOXO

KiersT*

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after this entry im not updating until i get comments<33

i don't want him to be perfect. i want him to laugh at me, trip me then help me back up. pick me up & throw me into the pool. make me watch football for hours - take me to the arcade & beat me at air hockey. basically, i just want him to love me for the person i am <3

"i'm sorrys" do not fix broken hearts. "oopies" do not dry tears. "i'll be better next times" are just a waste of time. & "i promises" don't mean anything anymore

welcome to reality.
where your feelings don't mean anything

you gave me reasons to hate you. but the only thing i hate is that i hate nothing about you

why is it that when you miss somebody so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate, you always hear the saddest song ever on the radio?

recipe for drama:
1 cup of gossip
1/4 tablespoon of rumors
& a dash of jealousy

a kiss was created when words weren't enough

& as far as i can see you're the only one for me & you're everything i need

he kept on telling me .. " i want you. " " i need you. " " but there ainâ€™t no way i'm ever gonna love you .. now don't be sad 'cause two out of three ainâ€™t bad. "

Sometimes I feel like no one cares. Sometimes I feel like no one is there. Sometimes I want to kill myself. Sometimes I think I need some help. Sometimes I feel like I'm alone. Sometimes I'm in an empty zone. Sometimes I feel like I'm not alive. Sometimes I wonder if I'm deprived. Sometimes I think the world should end. Sometimes I think I have no friends. Sometimes I want to make them see. Sometimes I wish I wasn't me.

here`s to the ..
girls & silly cries
here`s to the ..boys & telling lies
making out & getting caught
all the things that we`ve been taught
drinking,parties,crazy nights
searching for our mr.right

he'll never know that i can't wait to see him everyday and that i hate leaving him everynight.

my heart is yours to fill or burst.

help me get away from myself

i fell harder than i ever fell before and as soon as i realized you weren't worth the fall, i've been clawing my way back up. i have 2 choices...1 is to wait for you ...and the other is to move on. either way, they're both painful.

don't worry. the heart knows when the search is over.

& i'm waiting for him to turn around, grab my waist, pull me close, and kiss me without a care in the world

this time all i want is you, there is no one else who can take your place

&& he's got a killer smile i could look at all day long.

everytime you talk to her, it hurts more and more. whatever it is, it hurts.

have you ever been sitting alone on the couch late at night watching some sappy love movie and look over to the empty space beside you and wish he was sitting there right beside you?

I keep trying to be "that girl", but every day I loose myself in trying to become something I'm not.

you look so good, it hurts sometimes

And yet she still sits there smiling, regardless of all the fake friends & the dreams that were broken. Regardless of the guys she loved & the hearts that were broken

& she pretends she doesn't care ;
but really she cares more than anyone else ever would

so im gonna walk away ; and
its up to you to say how far..

True happiness is...when someone you have been crushing on forever
feels the same way about you.

she's lost in love.
just look in her eyes

she ignores all the other guys who want her.
she doesnt mean to...
shes just too busy noticing him ..

I can never find the right words to say.

he's the only one who can say i'm beautiful or perfect and make me actually believe him

if i could chose to keep one thing forever in the whole entire universe, hands down - with no hesitation, it would be you

how do you know if he really loves you? it's when you punch him and he kisses you. when you scream and yell, he calms you. when you cry, he hugs you. and when you tell him you hate him, he whispers, "i love you"

he's still in my heart, even if i'm not in his anymore

it feels so right to be here with you and now looking in your eyes i feel in my heart, the start of something new

and i just want this Valentine's Day to be perfect, but it's not up to me, you are the only one who can make that happen

and i don't understand by the way you look at me, why we can't be together

you asked if i could go back, do it all over again ; have fun - be with him and live life with no problems, but know my heart would be broken and i would be miserable, i would say yes

was trying to not get too attached so i wouldn't fall so hard too fast,
but i realized that i fell a long time ago. so now i'm loving you
with all that i have <3

ever since the minute i saw your face, i knew i wanted to be in that place next to you.
and now i'll spend my whole life trying to be the one inside your arms,
and i'll try to get by

you don't get to choose. you just fall & you end up with someone
in front of you who is so wrong, yet so incredibly right

in every girl's life, there is this one boy.
and she will just never get over him, no matter how hard she tries.
and no matter how many times she tries to explain to her friends why.
she just can't.

Inside my heart is breaking
Outside my make-ups flaking
But my smile stays on;;
The show must go on...

She refuses to add to
the drama so she hides
her pain and paints on a
smile not wanting to be
a burden so she pretends
to have it all together

you stole my heart, ripped it out,
& smashed it on the floor. & i
smiled because you touched me.

if i could tell you one thing,
i guess it would be that i love
hearing your voice & that your
smile happens to brighten my
entire day. & those little things
you do, without even knowing it

anyone can make you smile
many people can make you
cry but it takes someone
really special too make you
smile with tears in your eyes.

im gonna smile when i wanna cry
act happy when i wanna die
laugh loud when i'm feeling blue
and i wont let it bother me when
i see you- something i can't have

One smile from him makes my
5 am wake-up
cold shower
nothing to wear
no hairspray left
missed the bus
late for class
..whole day worthwhile

Dont smile at me
you know how easily
i fall in love

and all the feelings that i
thought were gone came
rushing back to me all at
once. i tried to smile &&
hide how i felt but then i
realized.. i'm not gonna
get over this one

Love him like you would
love a new pair of shoes..
Smile at him like you have
everything to lose..Kiss
him like there is no tomorrow..
Embrace him like he is full of
sorrow..If you do then you will
always know he will stay close..
You will be the one he loves
the most..

You said, between your smiles
& regrets: dont say its over

He goes out of his
way to smile at you.
Trust me. Ive watched
him do it

i miss the way i felt around
you, i miss the warmth of
your hug, & your smile, your
laugh. but mainly i miss being
y o u r g i r l

You know he loves you when
someone else makes you
laugh & he smiles for the
simple fact that you're laughing

Despite the pain I feel,
I still look for you,
I still smile for you,
I still talk to you...
I still love you

that night i layed
tucked in my bed
with you inside my
head your smile,
your laugh & your
breath taking eyes
& how we got lost
gazing at the skies.
the stars so bright
my love so strong its
all so perfect it cant
be wrong. theres no
doubt in my mind
about us together ;
because i love you
now & i will F0REVER

Why am I falling for you
again? What is it about
you? I mean we don't
even talk anymore, but
one day I saw you walking
& looked at you & you just
...smiled

when you think about
him and start to smile,
and when you pass him
in the halls and your
stomach gets that feeling,
and your heart beats 100x
faster.. and you smile
without even knowing it.
that means there is
something, don't give up

I wish I was your one & only
The one you think about at
night before you go to bed
Or the one that you tell all
your friends about I wish I
was the one who made you
smile & the one that you ran
to when times got hard I want
to be the one you're holding
hands with & never letting go
I wish I was your one & only

I love it when you look
at me and give me a
smile it just makes my
whole day worth while

We can chill all day
& still end up talking
on the phone all night.
You never see one of
us without the other.
Wear a cute outfit,
she'll smile & call you
a slut. I pick up a cookie
& she tells me to put it
down & look at my butt.
We can laugh until we cry
even if it?s not that funny.
We're best friends forever
& always together.

well i think thats good for now<33

soo comment and ill update but until then cya<33

xoxo

KiersT<3

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